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Man of Many Wishes
00:57
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I’m a man of many wishes,
But I wouldn’t want a genie
See even a million fallen stars would not please me
But I’d give up all the fallen stars in the world
For you to be my girl
Or for that chance to find out if what we have is true romance
For what is this?
A man willing to dismiss his fears
Dry one’s tears
Opening up a window to cast out all his cares
Simply for this
My beautiful, one wish
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Jahzeel’s first poem (written at age 13)
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Right Timing
02:09
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Sometimes it’s all about timing
And from the start it seemed for this one I’d be thrilled to put the time in
But the past has taught us that things fall apart
and it’s evermore so often when dealing with the heart
better yet let’s just use the word feelings
The heart is too heavy and the word love kills vibes
To stay relevant tell me that I ever meant anything to you or that you could see me and you in another light
Yeah that’s a Wale verse and I stole it
But come on babygirl you own it!
Presently we exchange smiles and I ... I miss you's
Distance prevents evolution to hugs and I just really wanna kiss you.
Last but not least important is what the future holds
Hopefully feelings won’t turn out cold
Because I enjoy time spent with you like no other
Its that, we can be close friends or maybe something greater
Type feeling.
That I hope your body don’t get too close to mine cause if you knew
what was running through my mind ...
But before the point where my words become your new narcotic
and so that every time after this you see me you’re not evoked or erotic
I’ll just Stop
And enjoy the time spent
Because babygirl I can only hope this poem stays relevant
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Moment of Clarity
02:11
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Moment of clarity is all this is
For whatever reason our mothers and fathers failed to stress the importance of legacy
But so too their ancestry, and now we stuck
But ensue the vicious cycles bias to no man
And no man is their own man
Or at least I think that’s how the story goes
You see
Slim Shady’s account was since birth he was cursed with this curse to just curse
A plight he’ll potentially bear forever
Pass along to his heirs like rare treasure
But I need not say treasure worth infinite dismay
And this may be the last chance for us to win the battle
And time’s a wasting so move swiftly
We are the risen generation
our arsenal is in tip top shape and we should be going beast mode
See, no longer do you have to be cursed
And no longer should you be complacent with the hurt that has afflicted millions of generations past
There is a sweet aroma in the air
One that only exists because we fried our inequities and served it with a side of what we once thought were impossibilities
Nutrition that was once fear
But who cares?
I pray someday we all do!
So that consciously we’ll remain the proof that it only takes one
To shatter the darkness with the TRUTH!
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Enlightenment
03:02
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Yesterday I found myself trying to put into words
This void
But I was exactly that
Void of the words that was left from a passion unrehearsed
And ain’t nothing worse than how it flirts with my emotions giving me incomplete notions
See I started off strong but procedurally my thoughts committed suicide
Pretty soon I wanted to quit entirely
I wanted to retire this fire burning for a higher sense of clarity
Then so too this world will be void of a higher me
Now I can stand here and tell you that it’s humanity to blame
But I’d rather stand unashamed and tell you the truth
See it is my tendency to not attend to my weaknesses that defeats me
Now that’s straightforward and it is cliche
But the basis of this basic solution eludes many each and everyday
But I like to consider myself like Neo from the Matrix
Because it seems like I’m the only one privy to this insanity we practice
Mimicking the past but expecting ... Mimicking the past but expecting ...
Mimicking the past ... but expecting a future
Hoping and praying that magically situations change
And I guess we pray because we’re no longer in to wishing
But intuition tells me we’re stuck
Truthfully speaking ... do you think prayer is enough
What I’ve heard is that without works it’s void
So take action I’ll suggest
Hoping my words manifest because they have so much creative power
I’m trying to wake you up from this matrix you’ve been convinced is reality
And from what I’ve seen it may trick some of you but I’m here steady losing my sanity
You silly rabbits!
You didn’t know trix were for kids?
Grow up!
I’m sorry to have to break it to you but you first have to die to truly LIVE!
I’m trying to help you open up the blinds to enlightenment
cause in light we were meant to dwell
And once you’re there it’s swell
Please believe me it’s swell
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Mustard Seed
03:41
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Beyond whatever’s just clever
Life’s trials and tribulations I’ve weathered so bear witness to rare kingship!
Schemes thicker than Juggernaut times Superman’s skin wrapped in leather ... You know, Tuscan
But of course I’m a force commissioned to a greater cause
One for the lost, remorsed* and hopeless
For the wounded SO[U]L-D. I. E. R. S.
Yes, SOLDIERS!!!
We are!!
And in His army I’m a general ... Far from naive
I know this world is cyclically cynical
But yet I stay grounded ducking dodging the over spiritual!
Motivated by grace
Standing eye to eye with my fate
Death to this human case with a crooked smile on my face
The bittersweet
I’m a living sacrifice for sure
But I’m inspired so it’ll be a beautiful death
I hope you see how divine a catastrophe it is my humanity becomes casualty
Juxtapose to how casually this human race is only concerned about one
Call that self mutilation
But therein lies my warcry for vanity’s seductive kiss
But the switch of the hip hopping where we from vanity is popping
An hour away from destiny
Negative thoughts try to get the best of me
So I circle my platoon with words of encouragement
Preparing them for the darker side of the moon
Telling them that winter now takes its place in June
But a quick gaze revealed that death was approaching too soon.
So as a Leader I asked
Can we renew our Trust!
Root it in something much deeper than us
Cause right now we’re walking on crutch
Broken
Waiting for limbs to mend but then again broken ain’t so bad if it’s in seed form
Reaching for the illuminated dust
Giving it all to God!!
To see, our faith, mustered up
Words embodying clutch
Talking foundation for a nation impatiently waiting the floodgates continuous pour
Laymen terms that’s kickin the door wavin the four-four
Providing for fruit that will thrive with humble pride as the sun shines daily
I speculate this much
But the mumble of the vagabonds en garde if you ever stand at ease
in the cut Throwing that line and your life away
if you only get your ... high ... from the visions of the clear blue sky
Surprise in your lap as the storm clouds roll by!
But I ain’t here to judge the masses
‘cause to each his own
Or is it each his sin to own?
Conquer!
Words quickly becoming my sponsor
So if I speak it I deem it as such
So troops I urge you
March on to the inevitable
Your destiny
With unyielding trust!
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Status Quo?
00:45
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There is a world outside of the one you live in
The one with hopeless broke kids losing their self worth
While we
The fortunate bicker and moan
Living bitter from the slightest of problems while there are kids without homes
I see now why I curse this desire to inspire
The generation I live in
Heartless and regardless of our silver platter
We tend to shy away from the ladder
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If words are left up to interpretation
Whose reasoning is the best?
The idea of a superior cognition, leaving obsolete the rest
*Laughs Out Loud*
What a [con]troversial per[cept]ion
The fact is we’re all different
So i need not stress
But just to make it plain
I have a question for you
What’s better, the Quench or the Thirst?
Hoping [th]e [in]ternal battle bec[k]ons
Let’s stop, and just take a second
I myself find the THIRST to be most admirable
The anticipation, anxiety, and constant thrill excites all that i am and ever will be
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If our challenge is to find sanity in this reality
Our futures are bleak
Unless you have the willpower to find HOPE
Change your SCOPE and visit the remote realm of BALANCE
I promise you it’s the key to life’s plight
But if you beg to differ
I’m all ears
Let me know what you think
Because I’ve been using this here formula for years
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Scheming up something quite unfair with her
*Smiles*
Would you like to know her name?
Well her first name is My
And her last name ... Dreams
YES!
And I scheme because it seems we’re all married to the reality of death
But I’ve given “her” more than 1,440 promise rings each day
More committed to pursuing her than the second hand to a clock
In its pursuit of 24 hours
I show and prove if you watch
Guaranteeing you’ll miss it if you never owed or paid attention to a clock
And truly only the reality of death’s grip can stop me
Or so it would seem
Taught that defeat only comes in death
But I can’t rest in peace until I see the fruition of living with you come true
So I promise to dedicate the night and day ... Dreaming of you.
I can see it now with a vision of clarity
I have a clear eye-view
Multiple realms align bringing oneness to disparity
Granted I’ll see success
iris
I mean I’ll rest ... assured I’ll strike the perfect strings to your heart
Last name Campbell is just the start
A covenant eternal in a world of shambles
The rest of forever will be ours to handle
I just need you to say “I do!”
And as she formed her lips to say I ...*Wakes Up from his dream*
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Tryna balance the way she makes me feel with Benadryl
Cause everybody’s allergic to heartache
I can’t bother with the heartbreak
But I refuse to be fake and act like I’m not feeling you
A feeling I won’t shake or debate for the time being
Because ultimately chemistry takes time-ing
It’s forever pivotal
Not just tryna be your best-friend or whatever
I’m talking fairytales
Happily ever after
And yeah yeah
Slow and steady wins the races
But at this point denial’s my failsafe
Or is it the reality I gotta live with?
Seems like we’re moving apart
Ignoring the words of the court
Laws of attraction
The heart of love
Making it hard to love
Forever remaining at war with the art of love
Communication lacking
A simple fact we can’t deny
And in the end if nothing becomes of this I can’t wholeheartedly believe that we surely tried
The general myth about communication is that it happens
When in fact the idea alone heightens our inhibition to envision a future stripped of the facts
In order to display straight facts
A quick recipe for heart-attacks
Or for what makes the heart relax
To slow death
Here’s to clever letters eventually ending up in shredders
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